i'm so tired but was awaken by weird scattered dreams.
first dream, dreamt tt i'm physically abused by Mint and am covered by bruises.
second dream, dreamt that i'm at zoo, watching the animal show. the show presenter an andro, very good looking! suddenly she just grab a kid and bit her on neck. then next, everybody started doing so.
third dream, dreamt that i'm in the arms of the one i love, and when i wake up, turn my head, she turned out to be a 2 headed polar bear & there are fishes all around in the room.

sweets wished me lucks for UT3. awwws. (:
SM UT 3 = alright
CMA UT3 = killer

Derxy called me said looking for 10 CSO to start work at CPF building (woodlands), $7/hr.
recommended for guys who wanna go into NS. lols.
Emmanuel from Gullap smsed me, looking for temp interviewers. trg provided, one completed survey pay abt $8-$10 & avg, one survey takes abt 15 mins. trg would be held EITHER this or next thurs & fri.

meeting some friends for dinner in town at 7pm! (:
i haven been watching movies for ages!
and i rmb .J.Darls supposed to watch it's complicated with me. but WHEN? ):

i wanna watch the following shows:-

my ex
it's complicated
tooth fairy
true legend
14 blades
the box

felt it's been some time since i spend some time alone. maybe i shall catch tooth fairy like later or tml after the briefing! (:
and i need to get 4 presents soon. damn broke. hahas.
i finally finished watching bu liang xiao hua last night! hahas.

life's been ups & downs but still, I LOVE MY LIFE. cos of the nice nice people in my world. (:
1 more day and ADEL's back. like WOO HOO.
fetch fetch from airport! (: i wanna give u a tight hug when i see you.
and i fucking changed your bedsheets for you! won't you love me?. hahas.
excited much to see ADEL. i got so much to tell her when she's away. hahas.
friday evening, ADEL's going ice-cream's place to make pineapple tarts! i wanna go too. perhaps after my work! excited.

ohhh. i love reading, "tuesdays with morries".
am waiting for J.Eng's return from beijing. come back soon and he shall be tt secret person i wanna bring to lynn 21st to surprise her! wees. counting it, been 7 yrs since they see each other!.

sometimes, it's good to think of the past and laughed at it. i miss my pri & sec sch times. some times, i just wish i don't grow up so fast. hahas. maybe i should organise a "pri sch" gathering someday, then gather all the pple from my batch and catch up. i think it shld be really fun and nice. hmms.

shouts: I so fucking miss you!

`berls

sometimes, when you get yourself so deeply in love with someone, you're bound to get hurt.
her ugly sides revealed, yet you still believed tt she'll change for better.
girl, you're all wrong. a leopard nv changes its spots.
everyone needs colour in their life but first, get on your feet and let it go before allowing others to paint your life again.
advices you needed them, people gave to you but ultimately, nobody can help u get through and outta these shit except you. think positively not negatively.

Later heading back sch for UT3, MA module. =D
kinda had a little argument with KT.
just cos i never reply his smses and calls when i doing some revision.
annoying piece of shit.

Sugar told me she wanna go MIA.
hmms. Sugar's been behaving weird and i'm like totally clueless.
damn it. perhaps, i should talk to Jovi.A about it.

so my thoughts are:-
would you prefer a secretive person or str8 to the point person?.
would you prefer a beautiful face or a beautiful soul?.
would you prefer someone who loves you more or someone you love more?
would you prefer a BMW or airplane?

`berls

I love PINK! I felt she's like Great and AWESOME!
See the video below and get what i mean!



I'm still doing spring cleaning. ):
so tiring. yawns. i think i look damn fucking shag.
most probably meeting Fly and others on Wednesday (10th feb).

Mummy got a check up on 9th feb due to liver tissue damage.
just pray it's nothing serious.
9th feb is Mei Yee's 21st birthday.
3 yrs anniversary if am still tgt with SGWY.

i shall faster done with spring cleaning.
gonna go bank later with mum, buy birthday cards and off to birthday parties.
so so so packed today. damns.

ohh. i din go st james last night with Corrine. hahas.
went out with mj, got the presents for ah dong.
rushed home after that.

slept at like 2.15am. (:
woke up 7.30am morning call kukuhead.
fell back asleep. cos mum haven wake me up for spring cleaning! lols.
i shall revise my work the whole day tml!

`berls

WOO HOO! End of school! No more school except next week going back for FINAL uts! (:
signed up for the Queensland Study Trip. I wanna go!
Photos photos & more photos with some lovely peeps! (:
I wanna say MS C, you're so fun to be with and CUTE! (:
and i gonna miss those times having her in class!

hahas. memories well kept for the past 3 yrs! =D
Good or bad, doesn't matter. it's the journey with many peeps, leaving their footprints. lols.

6th March is Little Prince 1 yr! (:
can't wait to see Xian, Aloy & Little Prince. he is so cuttteee!
Xian lost some contacts, only got mine & peggy's. hahas.
alalalas. i am HAPPY! =D

I love the day though i'm like super TIRED!

i gave Angel morning call! (:

6th feb celebrating dong's 20th and zel's 21st.
19th feb celebrating Lynn's 21st.
27th feb would be Val's 21st. BUT hopefully i can find replacement for my shift!
6th March celebrating Little Prince's 1st!
14th - 20th to Queensland for study trip (I PRAY I CAN GO!) because i so much wanna a break away from singapore!

`berls

Ytd, after school I went home, bath and changed.
then off to town. collected bro's hp on his behalf at the service centre.
met up with sweets for some catching up and RETURN her earpiece.
dinner at sakae sushi (Wisma).
The salmon sashimi doesn't taste really nice.
after dinner, walked to far east & wait for bussy!
sweets so nice, accompany me wait for my bus! (:

home sweet home. really exhausted.
wanted to watch the "Bu liang xiao hua" but sis using my laptop.
so i bath and i slept with bro.
told bro some of my problems.
Was on phone with Francine for a while.
called Angel a while after tt and off to bed (:
the kukuhead forgot to text me what time she needs to wake up, hence, no morning call! lols.

Alrights, so today is the last lesson of HTM module.
Ms Vishaka treated us Sakura buffet. there're like 21 or 22 of us!
can u imagine how much she spent?. LIKE omg!
so after the buffet, Sha Sha & I went to 7-11 to grab some chocolates for her. (:
after that went to OSG, find A4 paper, used tt to made a "card".
Gave Ms Vishaka the "card" and chocolates after lesson.
James showed a video too. (:
Ms Vishaka was so touched that tears flowed down her cheeks.
When i saw that, kinda feel like tearing too but i hold it back.
it's really enjoyable being taught by her throughout the 15 wks. =D
she's like the only facilitator for this semester whom I appreciate most.

After school went home with Lee & Pam.
talked to Lee about tt J.fucker. hahas.
oh wells. i took 960 home, a longer journey. (:
i alighted from the bus and i saw the cute little orange caterpillar!
so i picked it up and put into the plastic bag.
i bought it home and put it in a container.
i wanna take photos of it but I forgotten, i got no camera at home. ):
i shall wait for adel's return! =P

I seriously think that guys staying in the EAST = turn off

1st: Anthony (known as KNS)
2nd: Joe aka Zhi Hao
3rd: J.fucker

these 3 is enough to make me feel disgusted, solely based on their actions and words. goodness much. and only adel would know why.

Recently, been receiving calls from this girl, Tina.
Keep calling and calling until i super pek chek.
asked me if i'm interested in becoming financial consultant under Prudential.
wtf. asked how she got my number and she told me a friend of mine refer to her. wth.
whatever, in order to shout her up and stop her from calling me, i told her to just leave her number, if am interested, i would call her back.

darls love life aint too good. ):
but nvm, take a short break and she will be okay i guess.
so many things to catch up, so many to updates.
1 day won't be enough.
maybe a stay over for 2 days would be enough?. (:

oh, take note, i don't like sweet talkers or people with no brains, can't think logically. these kinda pple, kindly get out of my sight.

`berls

WEEES! i like finally visited ah gong on Sunday.
He seems blur blur but so cute!
His skin super dry! then i tok the lotion and applied for him.
i think he like! =D
Luckily he remembered my name! i guessed it's cos i'm the talkative one and i'm closest to him among my siblings. hahas.
Talked to him abt the past, like reminded him tt he brought me to playground and all. lols.
Suddenly miss those times! hmms.
oh wells. Before leaving, gave ah gong a kiss on cheek. hee hee. He smiled! =D
TADA, i love my ah gong and he loves me too!

Had brunch at Tiong.B Plaza! Siblings & mum went to Chinatown for shopping.
Then i went home cos after tt gonna work! (;
Work was alrights only. My kakis not working, so slightly boring. );
ohh. Bumped into Balkeys at work place! She looks so WOW now!

Monday went school with Wee. So bloody hell exhausted.
Leave school early and went gym with sis. Wasn’t really in the mood, hence, working out is GREAT!
So damn tiring after working out. Went to Marina Square for dinner. Supposed to meet Azreen there too but in the end sis meet her at her house instead. (:
i webcam with ANGEL and of cos the very cute Zaeus! muahhhas.
A short while only but am happy cos get to see Zaeus (:

Actually, supposed to wake up early on tuesday and go to sentosa for tanning.
But i din hear the alarm! in the end i slept till late noon. HAHAS.
Oh wells, at least i got a GOOOD LOONG rest! lols.
I think my student is lazy and stupid. Not me having high expectations. hahas.
i scolded her again till she cried and i confiscated her stuff. lols.

Each time I’m on the streets, i noticed and observed more of the ugly side of pple.
Oh dear. tsk.

watched "bu liang xiao hua" till quite late and chatted with sis.
discovered some stuff; which i should be pissed off but i din.
i laughed at it. basically, i can't be bothered.

`berls

i had an enjoyable moment with "ahem".
i like tt car ride =D
i shall turn to bed soons.
shiokness is the word i can say.

ah gong, here i come.
in few hours time TADA!
totally miss that almost hairless ah gong.
totally miss that bo-gei ah gong.
totally miss that smell like powder ah gong.
ah gong is the BEST!

i miss granny's cooking.
especially her curry chicken!
i got craving for mum's pineapple rice.


fel smsed me ask me la kopi with her at cck when i was working just now.
hahas. but i told her nono! (x

hopefully T.Seng could get a yacht and TADA, a surprise birthday for his gf.
suddenly i think my bro is quite cute.
sis is some kinda random funny ass. lols.
mum and dad is still loving.
what can i ask for more. nothing.
pple change, things change, different sets of priorities, different sense of achievement.

overall, i'm happy!
excited much to meet up with my pri sch friends after CNY. muahhas.
i wondered how much had some of them change. hmms.

nights to the ugly world with nice pple in my life (:

`berls