Berline Lim:-
I'm brought into this world on 6th August 1989.

I've a wonderful family & nice friends around me.

In life, we learn, unlearn & relearn.

Everyday is a learning process in life.

Very much into photography but still practicing. PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT.

I love jogging, gyming, badminton, bowling, cycling & chilling at pubs.

I was previously from Bukit Panjang Primary School, Assumption English School & Republic Polytechnic.

Adeline Lim
Aaron the AJ (AES)
Alane (AES)
Alexius
Angie Wong (AES)
Angel
Atikah (RP)
Avex Lim
Cheryl Lin
Cheryl Tan (RP)
Clarie (RP)
Charline Wong (AES)
Charmaine (AES)
Charmain Lim
Ching Har
Clayton Kwok (AES)
Clayton Soh
Denise (AES)
Don Ng
Dorren Yeo (BPPS)
Edmond (RP)
Fengyi
Ferlyna (RP)
Francine
Gerald
Gwendolyn Tan (RP)
Hannah (RP)
Ivy (RP)
Jacinda (AES)
Jan the AJ (RP)
Jesslin (AES)
Jia Qi
Jordus (BPPS)
Josh
Joyin (RP)
Kase Tan
Kenneth (RP)
Loraine
Lovely
Mei Yee (AES)
Mervix
Mikko Fong aka my aries girl
Ning aka my happy pill
Pauline (AES)
Peggy (RP)
Pui Cheng
Rowena Chan( RP)
Sabrina Tay (RP)
Sam Low
Saraphina
Sharon (RP)
Victor Pang
Victoria Pang
Vincent Pang
Wani (RP)
Winne
Yin Wen (RP)
Yu Fong (AES)
Yuan Feng (RP)

Daily foregin exchange rates
CNA
The Straits Times

All stars
Hip Hop International
Bloody Disgusting
Singapore Paranormal
Test Shoot Gallery
Tyler Shields
Univers D'Artistes
Stefan Rappo Photography
Carrie Leigh's Nude

my very 1st blog
Oct'04 blog
Nov'04 blog
Dec'04 - Jan'05 blog
Jan'05- Aug'06 blog
Aug'05 - Oct'05 blog
Oct'05 - Dec'05 blog
Jan'06 - Oct'07 blog
Oct'07 - Oct'10 blog
November 2010;
December 2010;
January 2011;
February 2011;
March 2011;
May 2011;
June 2011;
August 2011;
September 2011;
February 2012;

Dear blog,

I've not been updating for like 5 mths. WOAHS! Time really flies like nobody business.
Been depressed for awhile due to the last breakup but now am doing all well.
Met many new pple, been to parties etc; had fun with pple that I just get to know.
Done many "wrong" or "sinful" things. I've no regrets except for the incident which happened on 21st oct at play. Had myself to blame for getting so god damn wasted.
Oh wells, it's a once in a lifetime experience.

Hate to die in the hands of a cancerian or rather been "played". Never felt this way before and it totally sucks so much. It's like you're telling me A then next moment telling me B and the next moment telling me C. Words and actions don't tally at all.
I've the soft spot for you and you should know that since 4-5 yrs ago.
You know I will never reject your requests.
However, this time round; I totally see a clearer picture after few weeks of whatever happened between us.

You do not need me cos you've others there for you as well. You're never lack of attention and the feeling that you given me; insecurities which I dislike.
Yes, my promise for you will stick; to be here for you whenever you need someone.
I'll let you come to me yourself. No more me finding you, no more giving you attention etc. I am tired of just giving.

Ah gong had stomach cancer for some time and doc told us the longest he could live is for 1-2 yrs but still have to prepare for worst. Visited him in the hospital and he looked so miserable. If only I could bear those sufferings on his behalf. He stared at me and take few glances and back to sleep again. He didn't recognise me anymore. He had lost so much weight. It really aches my heart so much but I have to be strong. Very much wanted to tear but I have to hold my tears back.

I wanted to further studies; pusure degree. Wanted to take consumer psychology or business marketing. Don't know which to choose. HEADACHE! I like both of them. Oh wells.
Can't believe it, gonna graduate from rp for like 2 yrs already. Age is catching up really fast, I felt so old and easily tired. GOSH.

Realised that I've been spending money like water on unneccessary things and people. Its time to really pamper myself and save up for rainy days. Hopefully I'll pass my TP on 15th march 2012 so I have one burden lessen.

I miss JAMIE aka CHOU CHOU. She has a very beautiful smile and her smile could just brighten up my days.

Alrights, that's all for now. Shall shower and then nua a bit before hitting the bed.

Loves,
Berls


`Berls @ 10:22 PM 0Comment

So been hanging out with friends lately, trying to de-stress.
Work was like SHIT! Targets getting harder to meet ever since they changed the queuing system!
Selfish colleague in work environment; no support from management at all.

Sent UOB resume and recently got back to me but rejected the offer.
The salary range is not what I'm looking at and I gonna burnt my weekends. NO WAY.
I felt short change though if I were to take up that offer.

The hearing for my case would be on 22nd Sept 2011.
Wonder what the outcome will be. Oh wells.
Sis would be in europe, dad would be overseas, mum gonna work and bro in school.
Looks like I gonna go alone and face and handle all these.

Being single is a good thing though. I can meet whoever and where ever.
Doing whatever I like.
Yes, although sometimes it felt sucky to be alone but well, it's just another phrase.
Been a fool once, not gonna be twice.

Been contacting with a "new" friend, asaph.
Actually knew her from California fitness.
Like the accompany and enjoyed every conversations we had.
I guess, that is cos we're pretty much in the same situation.
A very decent friend I would say for her age. >_<
From her, I could learn quite a fair bit though. ahhhas

Plenty thoughts on mind; way too much.
If only human brain could be like laptops, I wanna format it straight away.
So I'll have no memories.
It's kinda late and I shall try to sleep soon.

-i miss that someone-

`berls
`Berls @ 3:16 AM 0Comment

People come and go in your life.
Kin ones, friends and even partner.

When you had a bad past and bad experience in relationship, you live in fear and phobia.
Until one day, someone came knocking your door.
Make you believe that she could bring your life and paint colours back.
After being in a relationship, issues arise and nothing was done to resolve cos the she doesn't wanna talk about it.
All these were dragged on. There were good and bad, ups & downs together.
Then one day, your gf developed feelings for another person. This is already a form betrayal in a relationship.
Even her colleagues and friends from the same company asked if she developed feeling for the other person. She denied but after that was not the case cos both of them had been seen behaving close at workplace and also shortly, they were attached.
This kinda person aint worthy your love, time, youth and effort.

She may picked you up when the whole world turn against you and when you felt like a disfigured creature in this whole world due to an unwanted car accident but at the end of the day, she could be the one who also trash all the hopes in your life.
She even told you that you've yourself to be blame for this kinda ending for this relationship.

This kinda selfish person like her, aint worth at all and the relationship should be treated as if it was a beautiful nightmare.

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Need a little adjustments and reorganized my life.
Relationship ain't so important afterall.
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